New Year

So far so good.
Last year at around this time Marcs leg started acting up. And soon after he ended up in the hospital with a blood clot, doctors not giving us any information, not letting us get treated in Montreal (I'm surprised they didn't kill him), and me thinking that he WILL die and I will be a widow three months into our marriage. I was a mess, Marc was a mess....life sucked.
We spent a lot of time apart, he was at his parents for about a week or so because it was closer to the hospital and they could keep an eye on him. I would be in Montreal going to school, but I really didn't concentrate or try. The only thing I thought about was Marc and getting a phone call that he is in the hospital DEAD.
Marc came home, and we sorta got back into a routine. I however was such a mess that I eventually gave up on school and just looked for jobs. Was it stupid to give up on school...maybe, but I could not think and was not doing any of the work.
We starting getting more answers about his blood clot and we weren't as scared....the Royal Victoria Hospital in Montreal has been so amazing the last few months.
Anyways the rest of the year was alright, but overall it was a pretty crappy year. Things were not working out right. The good things, however: Marc survived, I went back to school and I love it, and we had a pretty good Christmas. We actually got to spend it together, the last year (our first Christmas) we were mostly apart and we lost our holiday so it sucked, we were pretty pissy about that.
THIS YEAR is turning out to be pretty good, I mean it is only January but so far things are going right. Marcs leg is great, school is great, and since the vasectomy our relationship has changed sooo much. I feel just soooo much happier and Marc is soooo much happier. Right not we are looking for a new place to live and that is the only source of stress for me (moving is hard on me).
I hope this year continues to be good because I can not handle another year like last year....when I think about last year I go to a dark place and...well...it's pretty horrible.
O my tattoo is healing alright but I think I need to go in for touch ups, the fill colour is not really there anymore :(.